CactusSun

NO I AM NOT DEAD. I am doing art, a lot of art actually... a lot of really good art, actually, but I do not have a scanner here right now, so I'm going to dump a shit ton of images into my page when I get my scanner back and no one will be able to escape. I've actually been drawing a lot of dudes, like really good ones.  This is weird considering I suck at drawing dudes mostly.  I don't know why, I think it's because I always make them look pretty gay (not derogatory) because I'm used to drawing girl outfits and then people think hat my boys are girls, so I just slap a pair of boobs on them and, voila! Instant chick.  But now that I work fu

Anyone reading this addicted to coke?  Just wondering. So it's been a crap day full of stress and fail.  This has been my life this past week.  Stress and suffering.  My mom stresses me out about where I'm going to live next year, and it's not that I haven't found places, she just doesn't like the places that I have looked into.  She's also hassling me about this summer, which I will be working again.  I'm going to babysit for the first part and then the lady I'm working for is moving to LA.  My mom says that by the time I'm done working for this lady, there will be no jobs left so I should just find a job to last the whole summer, which wou

And should be studying for her Jazz midterm, but is writing this journal instead.  I mean, I'm listening to the music in the background, but not really devoting my full attention to it.  I don't think my midterm will be too hard, though.  Or at least I hope it's not too hard... or that it's curved like a mofo.  In any case, I can't focus so I'll just have to wait and see how effective I will be tomorrow. I also have a lab write-up due Friday.  I have no idea when I will have time for it.  I guess I could start it now.  That's a great idea. Hey have you guys ever heard the song Strange Fruit bu Billie Holiday?  It's a really creepy song.  Ab